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01262025. oh no

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12052025. leave (with tenderness and resolve)

12042025. leave

11132025 - 12032025. ?

11122025. leave

11112025. leave

11012025 - 11102025. ?

10252025 - 10312025. stay (even though it was really nice to come home that night to the warming smell of chai on the stove)

10242025. stay (mostly because I feel homesick for it right now but given a few more days might start to appreciate the distance)