09232024. good afternoon flounder

trying trying trying

had a bad weekend that had all the indications of being good

09172024. good morning flounder

kind of into the full moon content coming out right now

the india times says to light a candle somewhere and to do some freewriting about your troubles. it also says to burn it up afterwards

enid maria stevick is a difficult protagonist for me, i may give up on the book. she's so lonely, it makes me feel seen as a lonely person, even makes me want to actively lean into being lonely. not good. but out here with these people choosing loneliness is sometimes just harm reduction

today

*work on school (no time this weekend)

*finish cover letter and submit application

*light a candle, write about troubles