11302024. good morning flounder

snowing!

i literally did not know george h. w. bush was dead

11272024. good morning flounder

the dead person of the day is simon bailey (16 june 1955 – 27 november 1995), gay british theater kid priest

my professor liked my paper. she is going to keep it as an example. she doesn't know i interviewed my mom #onlinegradschool

trying to figure out how the fedex passport scam is legal

11132024. good morning flounder

watched "where olive trees weep" so am thinking about occupation as a mass disabling event. was shaking by the end

reading mishima so thinking about mental illness and trying not to idolize him

having trouble smiling today. maybe that's because i've only been around people that i don't feel like smiling at so far. or maybe it's the mishima

stayed up late with A, he was processing difficult feelings about [], i didn't have any new insight but i think the conversation was meaningful anyways. he seems sad and hurt but these are not really emotions he wears. you kind of have to figure it out

11122024. good morning flounder

i am no longer confused

11112024. good evening flounder

i continue to have confusing feelings about []

my romantic brain was pretty much offline from march through october

in general feeling gloomy