07032024. not sure what it is that i'm not processing? why do i feel like crying? sorry for the depressive floundering i'm saving most of it for my journal

i think voice stuff is getting me down again

07022024. well flounder it ended up being kind of an early night. i left the function to go rollerblading and then i went home and helped A move a table

then i was up quite early this morning for breakfast with [] and [], it was pleasant. i am tired

craving a big change

i was happier during the two months when i was randomly going to church and doing supplementary religious reading but like correlation causation or whatever. i am sadder now in my patricia highsmith bar scene moment

07012024. good morning flounder

JULY

getting drunk tonight unless i suddenly become a person with better emotional processing habits