1/15/24 12:57am: i think it might be helpful to me to remember fucked up things you said/did. they’ve been coming back to me slowly. today in the shower i remembered the time you saw bruises on my knees and asked: you been suckin dick? also that one night you wouldn’t pick up the phone. and when you finally did you were just watching football. i asked if you could come over because i was feeling bad. you said no because you wanted to hunt in the morning. the next day i asked how your hunt went and you said you didn’t go

1/14/24 10:19pm: welcome back

1/8/24 1:33pm: how are you? [video of the snow falling right now]

i sent this one oh no

1/8/24 12:33pm: just remembered the thing about you where you don't save numbers in your phone. not even your roommates!!? you do not gaf about people

1/8/24 12:29pm: i got really sad out of nowhere on saturday night because i was at [] without you, which has very rarely been the case, and then i got pretty worried about you coming back next week. i wonder if you will keep showing up, i honestly could never tell if you were really into it/if you liked the people there

1/8/24 12:28pm: thanks for the nice message last night about my new song! but actually i wish you hadn't texted at all because you never have anything real to say. every time you text i read all these meanings into it that would literally never occur to you

1/8/24 12:27pm: i saw you uploaded those videos from your show! they came out really low quality and one of them is sideways. proud of you